Summer, religion, chapels, rebellion, shadows, hunger, repentance. Want, ruin, longing, desire. Foster care, women’s refuge and a whole lot of yellow ...
In "Saint of Abandon," Basile writes,
Without light you are always in a state of seeking -
or is darkness light waiting to be born?
This collection carries the weight of healing in its expression. I find clarity here, that the author has made darkness her friend. It is familiar and she identifies and finds her purpose through it. Profound and sophisticated turns of phrase depict a time much older than the hand that wrote them. The poems read as partly autobiographical and deeply suggestive of a child lacking love, who finds her way.
My initial response was that there were a lot of Saints to contend with.
From the start there is a melancholy about the writing. We dive immediately into losses and carnage in "Saint of Origin": "I tend a lesion. I house a doom that has no exit." There is, however, some hope that comes through and a sense of embracing life and blossoming in the "gardenia for miles."
There is a sense of transience in "Saint of Unbelonging," as the author describes herself as the sand in the hourglass, watching herself dwindle. There is a sadness of life’s impermanence.
"Saint of Poverty" revisits the "dark mass" and the journey is marked by repetitive reference to darkness. There is hurt and fear, all delivered through questions. "Saint of orphaned girls" suggests a violence and subservience. A clear reclaiming of self, moving through foster care in a system that has not nurtured the narrator.
Throughout, there are glimpses of beauty, which often contain yellow, and are always fleeting and wistfully lost. There is a recurring abyss and years where love has been missing, a search for identity and need for something solid. Foundations are clearly absent from the life that unfolds in the pages of Saint Of. Although quite gothic, the humanity and sensitivity in the words are a kind of appeal - a recognition of self-destruction and an unsatisfied soul who has to keep moving to see beauty in the world.
In the depths of despair, I found humour and a love for Summer. A carnal aspect, tainted by judgement, filtered through the air of religion and prayer. There is a reason that Saints feature in every title. The narrator does not consider herself one at all. In fact, she is the wretch.
"Saint of blight" suggests death. By this point, I feel connected and Basile’s tendency towards darkness is freeing somehow, preparative in some way. For these things come to us all and she articulates it with ease: "The maggots roosting in the hollow." Such deep sadness seems effortless. I respect that. The skill in her words is profound. In "Saints of Salvage" I get a sense of emptiness, as the narrator attempts to pack the void of grief with "libidinal" lust and adventure. In "Saint of Approval," she writes,
isn't the only way to be good.
Let the dark particulars, too, be dowsed in light.
This lost child, turned vivacious, captivating woman, does all that she can to ease the sorrow of abandonment, yet still nothing quite fills that void. And so, she turns to her creativity as saviour and writes to save herself. Her work is truly inspiring.
Lisa Natasha Wetton (aka Lisa Life) is a regular contributor to the English pages of L’eco de Sitges, Barcelona. She is a Creative Artist, Coach & Hypnotherapist. She is collaborating on new writing projects with American Author Will Bashor, with whom she will be refining a draft of her first completed book, It’s all Made up – A Guide to Spirituality from a Working-Class Girl. With a twenty-year history working in Dance & Theatre and based in Barcelona for the past six years, she is happy to be delving into the world of words. See: www.newlisalife.net and www.equilibrium-events.com.
You can read more about Saint Of by Lisa Marie Basile on Creative Writing at Leicester here.